sun,23 october 2011..
hai..happy sunday all...
october going to end...
hope later november..
all gonna alright...
amen..:))


fri nite when i sleep..
i had a dream of someone..
very unique..
eu know why?
cuz he like to hug me...
let's start de story...
me ,him and someone...
me and him walking to our skul...
he hug me..
and i ask him,wat ar eu doing?
he said,hug eu..
me,why?
he,cuz i love to hug eu...
me,ok,up to eu...
and we walk together to our skul...
ok end...

sat,means yesterdae...dream...
i dream of someone...
he back to batam..
and suddenly..
we sitting together and talking...
he hug me and kiss me...
omg..!
after that...i call him to stop doing that..
cuz later my family will kill eu...
after that,he still hug me..
and i don't know why..
i feel like, i want to kiss him...
and i wake up...
huahhh..!!
is it i miss him?
or wat?

i don't know anything,bout wat i fell..
or anything...
is it i stil love him?
or wat?
but i just know one thing...
i stil can't forget him..
i'm trying...
but...
i can't...

ok..
thats all..
todae blog..
talked about my dream..
hehheheeh
:*
"d'dheez.oct"

sat,22 october 2011
hy..
goodafternoon..
ver full...
huf..
eat alot...
playing dota very luan...
some wathing abduction..
taylor lautner...


some playing ipad...
lalallalala
see eu...


I like being yours. Whats matter is do you like being mine?


saying "I dont care" while actually I'm missing him so much is not being two-faced. Its simply just my effort to be careless.



There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to me, I just cant let them go.

Dont walk away. Dont give up. You can bring the old you back. You just dont want to.

tue,18 oct 2011
hy..
evening?
how ar eu all?

i read someone blog...
ehmm..
i can't guest...

and someone too
let's us giv that someone a nicknem..:D
ehmmm..........'wg'
ok?
oklar
cincai..
i just read wg blog..
very narsis..
heheheheh
wg get prettier...

and someone that call 'bg'
i'm waiting vo bg..
maybe bg is sleeping rite now...
huff..
bg said,bg wanne tell me something..
i'm curious...


and someone that call 'dk'
sometimes i will...hehhehe
silently look at dk..
cuz dk mirip 'da'
huff..
:l

pucink aq...
k..
i'm bored..
wanne sleep...
wanne..huf

if i'm sitting too long in front of computer..
i will galau...

and
i will sing 'talking to the moon'
hahahah
lebay...
LOL

and here..
i wanne to tell you some story bout me and 'da'
me and da...
already
elo gua end

hehheeh
opss
we neva dating...
k?
jgn slh paham..
we onlie frend...
:)
we can't be together..
and NEVER BE TOGETHER..
a lot of reason of course...
:)
but its ok..
maybe a lot of man outside there..
but i'm stil getting hurt..
and sometimes..
i really miss da...
i hope da can find a better girl than me..
i'm de one make da suffer..
sorry da :((
i'm de one who start that life and get da's heart...
and now..
me and da can be together,one dae ..
we know each other feeling,but we still can't be together...(pucink?)(confuse?)
but,we can't do that...
(T-T)
i hope da will be alrite...
goodbye da...
i'm here..
elweis ok...i hope..
i will try to forget you..
and bg said maybe a year to forget da...
wow..
too long..
but,i'm sure...maybe more than a year...or maybe 2 year or 3 year?
but...
i really wanne to wait da...didn't means wait vo de love..
but i just wanne to love da vo many" years..
cuz i wanne to try...
but..thats call i'm stupid cuz i will hurt myself more...
da said that thing call 3A07 neva changes vo me...cuz i'm too kind..
but da can't giv a hope to me anymore...and me too..

we get a seperate life now...
and i can't looking vo da already...cuz i wanne to change mylife...
but sometimes,i'm still looking vo da at fb..
thats why..when i open comp or bb..i will get galau..
cuz...da really missing...:((
and i will sing
'where r eu now?'
huff ok..
onlie that...
and readers..
pliz giv me more comen so i can change myself more
and get out from da life...
:))

"ddheezoct"

is de bes

thursdae,13 october 2011
hy..
firstly..
let's welcome october..
my birthdae month..
but not really a good month vo me..
cuz a lot of problem that i hav to go...
problems:
1. him
2. family
3.bespren
4. fren
5. skul...


and i onli can choose all of them except "HIM"
(T_T)
maybe its a good time vo me..
to forget all de history..
me and you..
NO MORE...
goodbye
I miss him
he really make me miss him badly...
but..
i can't do that anymore..
my bespren call me to change..
i must hear that..
cuz this time..
i'm trying..
to choose...
my bespren, than him
i'm trying..
to hear my bespren word...
and its 1 week without him..
i mean, didn't hear his sound..
its more good..
and in de skul..live happily wit my bespren and fren...
one thing that i realised...
it is very" happy...
that i hav a bespren like them...
they helped me a lot..
thankful :*
i miss that 2 girls in my skul...
heheheh
de small one and de tall one..
ckkckkckk
giv me time to change myself to be de good one pliz...
thats all i can say...
goodnyte...

last week
delivery kfc
yesterdae delivery kfc again
todae delivery ayam cabe galak...
later sat eat pengte..
xiao..!!!
aq bsa +++++ tutunge

"D'DHeeZ.oCt"

dodol where ar eu?1

jumat,30 sept-2011
mengapa y aq slalu mencari ssorg yg mrp dgn dy?
aq prnh ktmu ssorg yg dr blkg mrp x ama dy...
aq jga prn ktmu dgn ssorg yg cara ngmgny mrp ama dy...
andaikan tu smw adlh 1 org,pasti mrp bngt ama dy..
i miss him...

bila nanti sabtu dan minggu aq bsa ktmu dy..
ap tu jd ari trakhr utk ktmu dy?
kpn lg aq bsa ktmu dy?


bila aq bnr" harus menunggu 3 taun,ap dy slalu ad d smpgku?
atau dy d tmpt yg jao?


aq tdk tw arus gmn menghadapi kepergianny...
yg aq tw..
d dlm tubuhku,ad sesuatu yg sngt sakit.
bkn aq mnjd sngt lemah dan ingin menangis..
aq bnr" takut akan hari itu tiba..
pdahal tgl 4 hari lg..
aq harus gmn?
aq sngt berhrp eu tdk prnh pegi dr sisiku..
i need him...


skrg,bila aq memikirkan saat tu tiba,
aq mrs sngt kesakitan...
biasany,bila aq ingin ktmu dy,
aq bsa cr dy d suatu tmpt..
skrg?mw cr dmn lg?
tmpt yg jao,tpi setdkny dy mci ad d dunia nie..
tu jao lbi baik..
drpd dy suda tdk ad d dunia nie lg?
aq gpp kehlgan dy walaupun dy meninggalkanku,tpi mci idup d dunia nie..
krn aq tw,aq bsa nany kbrny lwt org lain...
tpi bila dy ud tdk d dunia nie?aq mw nany spa coba?


aq menunggu d saat kehadiran ny k 2 nya..
dan slalu d smpgku...
aq tw tu sngt lama..
tpi akan kutunggu...

"D'DHeeZ.OcT NeeD you"

thu,29 sept 2011
5 daes left..
i hope i can...

thu,22 sept 2011
second post..
quotes..
(y)

Love is looking at him and knowing you can’t be with him. You feel happy because he’s happy with someone else.

Maybe love is like the sun and the moon, maybe they’re not meant for now, but someday they will. That is why eclipse exists.

You’re the reason I check my phone every five minutes just to see if I have a new message, even when I don’t.

Distance means so little when someone means so much.

The difference between like, love and in love are the same differences between for now, for a while, and forever.

The only person that can make you happy is never the one that you’ve always expected.

Following your heart is always good but be sure to listen to the warnings your mind whispers.

Loving someone who doesn’t feel the same way is like using a white crayon on a white paper. It’s always invisible.

If someone would ask me who I would want to be with? I would just simply say, “Someone who can understand, that I’m not perfect.”

They say that you can never love someone whom you have never seen, I just smiled and said, “I have not seen God, but I love him.”

WHY I SMILE??? as simple as A B C, as simple as 1 2 3, as simple as DO RE MI. it is because...YOU SMILE ; )

God is Good all the time..and all the time God is GOOD

You don’t really need someone to complete you. You only need someone to accept you completely.

To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Love is when the reason you smile is usually the same with the reason you cry

It's better to love someone who's far and craves to be with you than to love someone who's near yet doesn't even care to see you

I act like I don't care, but deep inside, it hurts.